I miss you. I know you’ll be able to read this. My heart still hurts when I think of you. I thought I was ok, it was going to be fine. But I was wrong. Here I am again, lonely and having a lot of thoughts. I guess I’m still frustrated, that’s all.
I know. I feel it, too.. I feel pretty lost. I can’t even describe this depressing feeling.. I’m laying in bed and just trying to move on. It’s hard to. You were part of my everything.
Even though we had hardly talked lately, I still felt like you were always there. Because knowing your love for me was there.. it gave me security and comfort.. but I know we have our problems, too. It will be better when we meet. When we can really get to know each other. But for now, we should focus on our lives at home. And when the time comes, maybe we will become lovers again. Or maybe really good friends. Anything is possible..